Distrubed

Beatrice bit Sophia at the nursery. It was a bad bite, she bleed. So sorry Sophia.

I was very disturbed by her, could not focus at all. I messaged DH to tell him & to discipline Bea when we get home. This thing does not happen for the first time, usually she miss it, managed to pull her off on time. And I had given her so many warnings.. biting, hitting, pulling is not a way for self-defence. So I decided to be the bad one. I beat her hard with "Mr Spoon" & I scolded her, telling her I dislike her way of treating other children but I told her I still love her. She didn't cry, only gave the sorry look.

Ya I understand that my girl is now a "danger" person in nursery. Contradicting now. On one hand, I want to bring her to church, my mum need her rest day. On the other hand, I do want to enjoy the service then to look after her and there seem to be shortage of nursery workers in JW. Seriously speaking, must well stay home if I need to look after her in nursery play area. Oh no.. backslide.. haha.

Beginning last week Bea hit Gabby with a toy, that evening "Mr Spoon" disciplined her. Next few days, my mum said she didn't hit anymore.